nkmblackhyuuga

I feel like a ton of bricks are falling in my chest. This heaviness is unreal. Trying to maintain the motivation to draw is being hard. Seeing others move on while I feel stagnant and left behind is being hard. And I'm just so tired. It's like a damn yo-yo, I'm up and better and I'm down all over again all the damn time for no damn reason. I love these characters and collaboration with my friend with all my heart, it's been a comfort for so long, I'm fighting hard to continue drawing them, I really want to continue. I apologize for the heavy post, I might delete it later, I just been feeling this pressure inside my chest that has nowhere else to go. Needed to try and squeeze some out I guess. Thank you to everyone that enjoys our characters and story, trully ❤️ One step at a time.

I feel like a ton of bricks are falling in my chest. This heaviness is unreal. Trying to maintain the motivation to draw is being hard. Seeing others move on while I feel stagnant and left behind is being hard. And I'm just so tired. It's like a damn yo-yo, I'm up and better and I'm down all over again all the damn time for no damn reason. I love these characters and collaboration with my friend with all my heart, it's been a comfort for so long, I'm fighting hard to continue drawing them, I really want to continue. I apologize for the heavy post, I might delete it later, I just been feeling this pressure inside my chest that has nowhere else to go. Needed to try and squeeze some out I guess. Thank you to everyone that enjoys our characters and story, trully ❤️ One step at a time.